Tuesday, February 02, 2021
Friday, January 08, 2021
Our little boy, Chang Chang
Fight on!
While everyone was celebrating the turn of a new year with hopes that 2021 will be the year when everything will return to normal, our little boy was spending the last days of 2020 fighting for his life. Admitted to hospital for pancreatitis and liver test results which were out of scale, he was critically in need of IV drip and medical care. This would be the second time Chang Chang had to be hospitalised and sadly his last. Having given us a glimpse of hope on 27 December, he deteriorated in the days after. He was getting annoyed and stressed out at the vet so we decided to bring him home on 30 December. I was full of anxiety the night before and couldn't wait to bring him back. Told myself I need to sleep so tomorrow would come and we could have him home.
Chang Chang seemed happy to be back home. Protesting gently (probably because he was weak) when we syringe fed him and gave him his medication, he also had to deal with blocked nasal passage from sinusitis caught during his stay at the vet. Seeing him struggling with his every breath broke our hearts.
Despite all these, our little boy remembered he should always go to the litter box 10m away to do his business. He didn't like the box we placed next to his bed. Every step he took was a mammoth effort and he had to take a few breaks before reaching the box. He also had to muster enough strength just to sit up to pee.
But it was all too much for him and he lost his fight. On 2 January 2021, Chang Chang took his last breath at home with his beloved daddy and mummy by his side. He was 16 years 9 months and 1 day old.
Chang Chang was named for his long tail. I found him and his sister as neonatal kittens on 1 April 2004 at the top of a book shelf outside my office. Abandoned. Some heartless person had left them there to die. Chang Chang and his sister were mewing loudly which caught my attention. Their eyes were shut tight and their umbilical cords still attached. They were probably born on 31 March or wee hours of 1 April.
We were greenhorns at hand raising kittens. There was little information on the internet since this was in 2004. We did what we thought was best but unfortunately, Duan Duan (named for her short tail) passed away after 10 days.
We tripled our efforts to keep Chang Chang alive. H and I took turns to feed him - H taking the 3am and lunchtime while I, the breakfast, dinner and midnight feed. We started a log to track his food intake, bowel movements, weight and overall condition. He had fits in the middle of the nights, requiring desperate calls to the vet for advice.
He was so tiny he fitted into a small paper bag, with room to spare, which I would use to bring him to the vet. As he got stronger, he tried peeking out of the bag on our bus ride to the vet, meowing and causing bus passengers to look around suspiciously for a cat.
Do you remember in your schooling days where you might have a classmate whom everyone avoids? He turns up late in class a little scruffy and smelly, his school uniform a little unkempt? He is a loner in school, avoiding everyone. And everyone avoiding him because he might occasionally have a tantrum and probably smack you in the head for starring at him.
That's our Chang Chang. Our little boy.
He would lounge and sleep all day. He would drool when he slept (probably because his mouth couldn't close tight after using oversized nipples when he was bottled fed as a kitten). He would play a little before he quickly got disinterested in the games. He would break into a run only when chasing the other cats. He was fast and strong in his fights, only second to Kim Kim. He would remind us of the male lion in a pride who gets fed by the lioness and walks majestically only to survey his territory.
But he was never any trouble. He was our little boy.
Chang Chang loved us. He saw us as his parents. Demanding for naps on our chests almost daily, he was the only cat who would look straight and deep into our eyes for minutes as if telling us he loves us. Staring back into those big black eyes is enough reward for us for the trouble we had to deal with his itchy skin, ear polyps and anal sac ruptures. The heat from his body warmed our hearts. His purrs resonated in our chests. His complete trust in us and his love for us continued till his last breath.
Chang Chang will always remain our best little boy in the world.
Labels: Chang Chang
Saturday, October 19, 2019
Our little ginger furball, our little pocket torpedo
Friday, March 15, 2019
3 years since you left us
We remember how you loved fried chicken, especially KFC. But we never did give you much because it is not the appropriate food for you. But you are always such a nice girl, patiently waiting by our legs, hoping we will relent.
Having fried chicken tonight is our way to remember you. That you still occupy a big space in our hearts.
The pain has passed, at least for me. But we still remember and miss you fondly.
Your Xin Xin jie jie just joined you over there. So show her how that place works. I am sure you two will be running around and playing in no time. My little grey girl, do take care of each other.
Labels: Bon Bon
Tuesday, February 26, 2019
Xin Xin, our best little girl in the world
17 years & 1 month of wonderful memories
Labels: Xin Xin
Wednesday, March 14, 2018
2nd anniversary - Bon Bon
The pain is still there but it has diminished much.
But we still miss you lots.
Grandma Kim Kim has got much older this past year. She has diabetes and CRF but she is coping well like a grand old lady. She'll be 18 soon, you know.
Your Xin Xin big sister is going strong. She's still mad you know. I think she misses you running after her when she goes crazy daily. Mei Mei does not do as good a job as you.
Your little nephew Chang Chang has got rid of his itchy skin problem. Yay!
Yuan Yuan also has mild diabetes since Jul 17. She has lost some weight and muscle but overall, she is good. Do you know she is now a lot friendlier and receptive to us stroking her? Did you whisper this to her? I think you did. Thank you, BB.
And your little sidekick Mei Mei has slimmed down a bit this last 12 months. She's doing well on her new diet. She remains your little spunky niece.
We miss you. Come back from time to time to visit, ok? We are having your favorite KFC tonight. We'll leave some for you.
Labels: Bon Bon, Chang Chang, diabetes, Diet, kidney, Kim Kim, May May, Xin Xin, Yuan Yuan
Monday, June 19, 2017
Happy birthday, my little grey girl
Happy birthday, my little grey girl.
You still remain in our hearts.
Labels: Bon Bon
Wednesday, March 15, 2017
1st year anniversary
It was 12 months ago when you left us.
We still miss you very much.
Labels: Bon Bon
Saturday, December 31, 2016
2016 reflections
Labels: Bon Bon, Chang Chang, diabetes, kidney, Kim Kim, May May, Xin Xin, Yuan Yuan
Monday, August 29, 2016
My cats are aging
I cannot remember for how long this has been happening on a daily basis. It seems like a long time. She will meow. I will pat her, then maybe stop a while and she will meow louder again as she thinks that it is not long enough. Once she has enough, she will sit with her hind legs in front while she suckles her tummy for a few minutes. And then she will fall asleep on the sofa beside me. Occasionally, she might wake up and give another silent meow before she drifts off to sleep again.
She will be 16 and a half this coming Sep. In this past year, we have noticed that her mobility has slowed down and she is sleeping more. Her aging process has accelerated a little more though she remains bright and alert.
With Bon Bon's death in Mar, we have become more aware that the rest of the gang are also getting on in years. Kim Kim and Xin Xin are more than 15 years old which is the average age of a house cat. If all goes smoothly, they might have at most another 5 years with us. By then, Chang Chang and Yuan Yuan would also be around 15 to 16 years old.
My wife and I have talked about their death candidly on many occasions. We have always known this will happen, that we will mourn each of them when they leave us. But we just cannot estimate the impact it will have on us.
Bon Bon's passing hit us really hard. We continued on with our daily lives but there is so often this huge hole in our hearts. Time heals but it is such a long process.
I can't imagine them leaving us one by one in the next few years. The house will be so empty then, perhaps only left with May May who is 7 this year.
Till then, we will all follow our daily routines. They will bugger us for food and for pats. We'll continue to love them and care for them. If only this continues indefinitely.
Labels: Bon Bon, Chang Chang, Kim Kim, May May, Xin Xin, Yuan Yuan
Monday, June 20, 2016
Happy 14th birthday
Happy 14th birthday, my little grey girl. We still miss you lots.
Labels: Bon Bon
Monday, May 23, 2016
We still miss you a lot, little grey girl
Come visit us at night. We'll love to hear you meowing loudly in the living room again as we sleep or hear the sounds of your little paws running around as you chase Xin Xin for your favorite game of tag. Come snuggle between us. We'll like to find your grey fur on our blankets once again.
Mummy was so happy one morning as she recounted you visiting in her dreams.
Come again, Bon Bon.
Labels: Bon Bon
Wednesday, March 16, 2016
Bon Bon's fight to the end
Labels: Bon Bon